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“The prettiest smiles hide the deepest secrets. The prettiest eyes have cried the most tears. And the kindest hearts have felt the most pain.”
apart
pinadala sa Isabela ang aking pinakamamahal na si James Karl David. Hindi ko alam kung anong mararamdaman ko. Dati gusto kong lumayo sa kanya para malaman ko kung gaano ko siya kamahal. Pero ngayong siya yung lalayo…parang hindi ko kaya. Nakakalungkot. sobra. Kagabi lang hawak ko pa yung kamay niya. Yapos-yapos. Tapos ngayon ganito. Kung alam ko lang sana na ganito…mas niyakap ko pa sana siya. Dinamihan yung halik ko sa kanya. At nagtagal pa sana ako sa kanila.
my first 3 days at work
—-It’s a bit frustrating knowing that the company pays you well yet you have nothing to do but to browse and check sarcastically all the previous inventories and payroll that your officemate made. I do hope the reason why I’am here will come soon. I’m so bored doing non-sense things, looking at the window, peeking at my officemate’s PC and drink lots of water. This is just not so me. I would be really glad if my mind was filled-up with rush work, deadlines and return calls. Ha-ha. Anyway, I’m glad that I have a net connection that I can use during break time. I have a warm, kind and talkative officemate. Her name is Ruth. She’s a bit older than me and I really can’t be used to her calling me ma’am. But we both have no choice. I call her Ms. Ruth as a courtesy. There is also this young man who is a year younger than me. His name is Arman. He is also kind and approachable. I like both of them but I still miss my previous officemates. I miss Ate Malou and Marvel. My work here (now) is to check some of their work. But still I ask them what to do with this and with that. Shameless me. But I have no choice because I’m still adjusting.
BEST DAY EVER. :3
All my hardwork paid off. My dream of becoming a CPA all happened yesterday. My parents, brothers, sisters, relatives, bestfriend and friends were so happy and proud of me. In addition, my one and only love, Mr. Thomas Siy III congratulated me which made me even more happy. He greeted me and smiled at me happily which made me feel like I’m in heaven. Sobrang saya talaga. Kilig. Kilig at kilig. Sa mga sinabi pa niya…gusto ko talaga siyang yakapin. Sayang nga lang at may iba siyang kasama at sobrang nahihiya kasi ako sa mga hindi ko kakilala. Ayoko rin kasi ng tinitignan ako kaya ayun..umalis na ako kagad kahit gusto ko pa siyang makausap. Hay…mamimiss ko talaga siya ng sobra. Sana madalaw ko siya pag may work na ako. Anyway…basta masaya ako. :D
BEST DAY EVER SO FAR. :D :D :D
For once in my life, nagpasalamat ako at may malaki akong braso. awkward to story tell because this will involve the most unfavorable part of my body, pero dahil sa sobrang kakiligan ko, ok lang. ahaha. Early in the morning today, as I enter room4, I wasn’t aware that I will see the most beautiful angel I ever known. Sir Tom was sitting beside his former students, chatting with them. Sobrang nabuo araw just from the moment I saw him. Pasulyap-sulyap sa kanya. I was envy and jealous because I’am not as close as them kasi hindi naman ako graduate ng UST. Mahirap lang ako and a proud gradute lang ng PUP. I was sitting near the back when I saw him near. He stayed in our room (just from the time I saw him) for an hour. When he was about to go, He saw me. Being a loyal student for 2 batches, syempre kilala niya ako. Nung dumadaan na siya, kala ko hindi niya ako papansinin, ngunit subalit datapwa’t, pinaghahampas ba naman niya yung braso ko! not once, but twice! Well ofcourse ok lang. Kahit masakit. ahaha. I felt more pain nung nagsusulat na ako. Hindi naman siya ganong naggigil di ba? ahaha. Pero ok lang, mahal ko naman siya. lol. “Just because you fail once, doesn’t mean you’re gonna fail at everything. Always believe in yourself, because if you don’t, then who will?”
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